My Get Up and Go Gone Up and Went

[cs_section parallax=”false” separator_top_type=”none” separator_top_height=”50px” separator_top_angle_point=”50″ separator_bottom_type=”none” separator_bottom_height=”50px” separator_bottom_angle_point=”50″ style=”margin: 0px;padding: 0px;”][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/1″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]I just looked and it’s been over a month since I’ve written. I didn’t think it had been that long, but as they say, time flies when you’re too tired to do anything. And that’s where I’ve been, in the land of tired. It’s not so much that I don’t have the desire to do anything, I just don’t have the energy to do as much. My get up and go really did get up and went.

It’s Not Me

These past few months, as far back as last summer even, I have been on a slow but downward trend. It has not just affected how much I can do but also how much I want to do. This is very bothersome because not doing anything is not me. I have many different interests and many different pursuits I would love to pursue. I would love to do lots of things but my current condition is a hindrance.

Now that’s not to say I don’t enjoy downtime, I absolutely do. But when your too tired to much of anything it seems like your whole life is yearning for downtime. I don’t like not having motivation to do this or that. It is slowly becoming my new normal. And I fear that it will slowly overtake my desire to do this or that. That’s not me and I don’t like it.

Fighting Back Against the New Normal

Though I may not be able to do everything I used to, or even anything to the degree I used, I refused to accept doing nothing as my new normal. I have to continue to set goals, I have to continue to dream, I have to continue to pursue. And while my pursuits may take a little longer to achieve now, I refuse to just do nothing. Even now, though I am tired and I am having to push myself to write this, I will continue to pursue my goals. While my get up and go may have gone up and went, I’ll just have to go the same.

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